Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Fuck. I'm in a shitty mood again. I should be out celebrating because finals are almost over but no. I'm in a fucking bitter and shitty mood. I don't know how I can come out of this. I'm so fucking pissed off at everyone and everything. I think I might only be happy if I block myself from the whole world. I'm not even leaving my moms house on Sunday because if someone wishes me happy mothers day I am probably going to punch them in the face. No shit. I talked to my husband today at lunch about it too. He had no pearls of wisdom and is in a pretty shitty place too. We weren't going to leave the house Sunday but my mom wants us to come over for mothers day. When she suggested this I said, "fuck mothers day!". And I don't cuss around my mom. She of course understood and said we could have a fuck mothers day celebration. Sounds good to me. Ill be back later from a real computer to go more in depth about why I feel like this. I bet you can't wait to hear more bitching! I know I can't!

4 comments:

Heather said...

Oh, Ellen, I totally could have written that post! Ugh, I hope your Mother's Day isn't too painful. :(

Beautiful Mess said...

I think a "fuck mother's day" celebration is a GOOD idea! I hope your day gets better, but if not..I'll be back to read your rant. let it out hon!
*HUGS*

UnicornMommy said...

I hear you. But my hatred for mother's day is because I dont have mine anymore.

Looking for cards for others, aunts, grandparents, godparents. Is so difficult.

I dont think i am doing that this year. No cards from me.

cysteract said...

I'll be back to read the Rant.. i hope you feel better though.

A Fuck Mothers day celebration sounds like a great plan.