My journey through trying to conceive after losses and living with PCOS and MTHFR.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Fuck. I'm in a shitty mood again. I should be out celebrating because finals are almost over but no. I'm in a fucking bitter and shitty mood. I don't know how I can come out of this. I'm so fucking pissed off at everyone and everything. I think I might only be happy if I block myself from the whole world. I'm not even leaving my moms house on Sunday because if someone wishes me happy mothers day I am probably going to punch them in the face. No shit. I talked to my husband today at lunch about it too. He had no pearls of wisdom and is in a pretty shitty place too. We weren't going to leave the house Sunday but my mom wants us to come over for mothers day. When she suggested this I said, "fuck mothers day!". And I don't cuss around my mom. She of course understood and said we could have a fuck mothers day celebration. Sounds good to me. Ill be back later from a real computer to go more in depth about why I feel like this. I bet you can't wait to hear more bitching! I know I can't!