Saturday, April 25, 2009
The eff word.
A lot of people I know with blood disorders (clotting factors) have one miracle child and had an uncomplicated first pregnancy. Why not me? I figured something was up so I started ttc young but maybe not young enough. Too bad I wasn't a whore in highschool and I'd probably at least have one. I just don't get why it has to happen to me?! Who would have thought? I mean, really, why the fuck did it happen to me? Not just the MTHFR... it's been OVER a year since I've been pregnant. It really shouldn't be this hard. Fuck you PCOS. My NICU is having a family picinic today. Too bad I don't have a family to go with. Fuck Fuck Fuck.