Thursday, April 23, 2009

Lots to Talk About

If you are checking in from my old board. Yes, I left. I couldn't take any of it any longer. I tried to stay away when I would get upset but I still logged on and it ALWAYS made things worse. I can't sit and read about your day care problems or BFWP because I don't get to go through any of that. I am still happy for all of you that have had babies but it's unrealistic to think I can read that without thought of blowing my brains out. Some people bitch all the time and don't take the time to step back and realize how great their life really is.

I've been babysitting so much this week I have hardly had time to post. I did get a twitter though so if you have one come follow me! My link is to the left side. I've also been studying so much for finals. I have 2 1/2 weeks of school left and it is really crunch time. The studying is paying off though- I got a sticker on my Chemistry exam! I haven't got a sticker on a test since elementary school but I'll take it! 92% is pretty damn good for that kind of class. So go me.

I recently found a bottle of Femara that I thought I lost. I thought about using it this month but I just don't feel like it! I want to have sex for fun like the olden days! Speaking of sex for fun, I remember my very first TTC appt with my old doctor. He asked how often we made love and I remember answering 5-9 times a week. Oh the good 'ol days... TTC sure killed that!

I'm getting excited for summer. NO classes! LOTS of red dirt music festivals, floating the river, going to the lake, and going to SC!

I'm giving blood today (I give everytime I'm available so every 54-56 days) so I'm carrying my water bottle around and drinking a shit ton of water. The lady I babysit for said "I haven't given blood in such a long time, I'm always pregnant." Must be tough!

10 comments:

Katie said...

I will miss you lots and lots. I'm glad we're BFFs so I'll still see you tho hehe

I can't wait for your trip to SC!!!! Everytime I drive somewhere I think "I can't wait to take Ellen here!" Yaaaaay!!!

Kristin said...

I hope you have a wonderful summer and have a great time with non-TTC activities.

~ICLW

Heather said...

I feel for you, Ellen! Glad we get to keep in touch on Twitter!

Mrs. Gamgee said...

Yeah... ttc really seems to turn the fun into routine.

Oh, and congrats on the sticker! :)

Parenthood For Me said...

Ouch on the last comment. Ignorance is bliss.

1tsp-grace said...

Congratulations on doing what you need to do in order to take care of yourself. It can be really difficult and a lot of people have a really hard time with it.

I'm jealous of all the Red Dirt Music Festivals, but am not sure that it would be worth living in Oklahoma for!

ICLW

Mr. Shelby said...

It's great that you're doing what you need to do. I hope you find that summer will be a good one. Can't wait to hear how it goes.

Mr. Shelby (from iclw)

Jennifer said...

I totally understand what you said about not wanting to read about others daycare issues, etc; but as a glutten for punishment I continue to read the posts, the blogs, the things that I cannot relate to right now.

Jenn said...

It was sad to see you go Ellen...I hope you know I'd never want to say anything to hurt your feelings! Please know you are welcome back any time.

Emily Bohlin said...

I can totally relate..... I am so happy not to be TTC this month (sex for fun, whats that)... I am now officially on the RE route...