Tuesday, June 30, 2009

A different kind of countdown.

It's been 2 months since we decided to stop trying.  I'm still waiting for it to get easier.  I don't expect it to be overnight but I'm so ready to not feel like this.   People will say things just in passing and somehow I feel like they are directly attacking me.  Maybe it's because some people are directly attacking me.  Whatev.  One pro of being off the meds.... no periods!  At least I can look forward to that.  I might have 1-2 a year.  Go PCOS!


7 comments:

UnicornMommy said...

Seems to me that if you havent healed or feel relief from the decision to stop TTC then, maybe it's just not what you want.

Are you open to alternative ways to become a parent. Unfortunately my hd wasn't open to adoption or any other alternative means.

Praying for you. 2016 is along ways away.

Kristin said...

{{{Hugs}}}

Kymberli said...

(((BIG HUGS)))

GeekByMarriage said...

(((BIGGER HUGS)))

Beautiful Mess said...

Seriously, if ANYONE gives you any shit, give em my email. I'll tell them where they can shoe their opinion.
*HUGS*

Coming2Terms said...

as i learned, stopping treatment doesn't stop the longing. unfortunately, most people think it's that easy tra la -- even those in IF bloggie land. that's mostly because it's easier to embrace and perpetuate the Disney ending than to contemplate the complexities that you're wrestling with...

thelazypredator said...

http://www.evilsusan.com/susan/howwedidit.html

PCOS stuff