I awoke this morning with dozens of dreams spinning in my head. I had dreams about breast pumps, nursing pads, and maternity clothes. Even dreams about having multiples and decorating the nursery. Why does my brain do this to me? I purposely don't read my old miscarriage board before bed because these topics would get implanted in my brain, seeing as they are all new moms. My body must just hate me, giving me symtoms in the 2WW and giving me these stupid dreams that make me wake up longing for a child, even more than before, because in those dreams I get to feel what I may never get to really feel.
Speaking of love then marriage then family. I want to rant about an experience I had to deal with last year. Right after the wedding we started to get things in the mail about having babies. It seemed like the places we registered at for the wedding decided it was time for us to have babies. I kid you not, the day we got home from the honeymoon, Target sent us a $20 gift card (the catch was to start your baby registry there.) Maybe it's because I live in Oklahoma, where the number one reason for marriage is because you're pregnant or maybe Target wanted to lose my spending money, but it just doesn't make sense!