Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Taking a break from blogging.

My blog used to be a place where I could write and get wonderful support about infertility and TTC. A lot of people don't understand my "choice" to not continue some kind of treatment. First of all, it's not my choice, it's "God's" choice or whoever you want to blame for something like that. Yes, we could adopt. And who knows maybe in 10 years we will. But that will only cause me to relive my pain from infertility and the pain of being in limbo again. Yes of course I want children but I don't want to ruin my life to get there.

My husband's college friend came this past weekend. He lives in DC and I've never met him before. He commented on my personality and my mood as always being happy and positive. This is who I am now. I remove myself from situations that make me uncomfortable and I'm better than ever. I don't really give a fuck what you think about that either.

I check back in once on blogger once and awhile. I can't BELIEVE how some people have gone completely off the deep end around here!

BTW. School is good. I'm totally rocking this semester. My education will be my baby apparently.

6 comments:

Kristin said...

Hey, you have to do what works for you. And, if avoiding adoption is the best thing for your mental health, then you definitely made the best choice.

I miss seeing you around but I am glad you are happy.

Melis.sa said...

i know, ever since we stopped doing any medical intervention i don't know what to blog about. I'm glad that you are happy :) Awesome job about school!!

Pamela said...

Totally understand! Yours is among the few blogs I still drop by...

Dot said...

I recently found your blog ! I understand that you need to do what is best for you .

Beautiful Mess said...

Who the hell cares what you and YOUR husband decide to do or decide what NOT to do?! It REALLY pisses me off when I hear stuff like that. It's YOUR life, nobody else. You need to do what will make you and your husband happy. If somebody doesn't agree with it or think it's "right", well screw em!

I'm glad you're doing well in school! I can't wait to start my classes, on Monday...EEK!
*HUGS*

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