CD 2 - I've Been Lapped

I've been lapped! A girl on my old, old babycenter board who started trying around the same time I did has a 5 month old and decided to start trying for #2...BFP for her. WTH?! She's literally going to have two... hell, maybe three babies by the time I get one, or give up.

Ultrasound went fine today. No need for surgery. I should be happier but I'm still having a shitty day! One year ago today I found out I was pregnant. And today, like many days, I get to look at an empty ultrasound screen while my doctor checks out my pcos ovaries. Fun stuff.

I finally made it the post office afterwards so I could send my socks! I can't wait to get mine :) I mailed a couple little cards to my mom and other people. So check your mail and maybe you'll get socks from me!

Had a wee bit of a break down last night. Poor William. He has to deal with so much bullshit from me. Questioning God, reasons for infertility and why it would happen to us. I also felt bad because now his family knows about MY problems.

Stopped by the liquor store and got a wonderfully large bottle of Relax Riesling. YUM!

Happy Valentine's Day!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

William had to go to Texas on business so I'm alone for Valentine's Day. I'm going to try to get some things done around the house and get some studying done. We went out for the "holiday" on Thursday to Outback Steakhouse.

I'm currently on CD 30.... just waiting around for AF. I've finished my 10 days of prometrium so hopefully she'll be here within a few days.

Katie and I started a new board on babycenter.com for couples that have been trying more than a year. We titled it TTC & TTK for 1 year. It is going really well so far. It's nice to have a place to talk where people actually understand. If anyone is interested contact Katie or I and we'll send you out an invite!

My last post said I was going to have a rant... and for the life of my I cannot remember what I was talking about... guess it wasn't that important :) I'm sure by the time the week is over I'll have a new rant.